Searching for the unicorn

The feeling,
uncontrollable,
undeniable, insatiable.
intangible,
like the red
in the sunset,
like the gentleness
of the voice,
the healing of it,
that soothes the pain,
of absence,
of hurt,
my heart that bleeds,
laid in front of you,
accompanied by my will,
that you broke,
the will to feign death,
now in fate’s arms,
on broken wings,
ruffled feathers,
i shed a tear,
for I tried to touch love,
it burnt my heart,
but it gave me memories,
to live in thoughts,
peace,
contentment,
hope,
and to love
with an unfathomable proportion.