Given to fly

Animesh this one's for you buddy.

Given to fly
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I flew kites once
Red, green blues
Torn, patched but they would still fly
They remind,
Of the shades my life portrays
Amidst the turbulence called life
Somewhere,
Far far amongst the clouds
My silver lining awaits
Shy but determined
To reveal itself
But will it show itself before I breathe last
I don’t know
Or shall I like Confucius die
And the then shall the world seek me
I shall not find the answers maybe
Nor do I care
I am here
Suspended into a living
Called life
A painful retreat

empty spaces

amidst the trickle of the blood
of my heart at the loss of my soul, my love
i am on the ground
writing your name with the ink of my blood
ceasing existance an inch each moment
i smile at your name
being dragged into the arms of death
and death doesn't want me
to be banished
to float into an eternity of nothingness
in emptiness of this body without a soul.

amidst the trickle of the blood
of my heart at the loss of my soul, my love
i am on the ground
writing your name with the ink of my blood
ceasing existance an inch each moment
i smile at your name
being dragged into the arms of death
and death doesn't want me
to be banished
to float into an eternity of nothingness
in emptiness of this body without a soul.

Silence of the past

I sometimes ponder at your thoughts
wander amongst your memories
about knowing you
so closely distantly
like acid on a limestone wall
melting me
eating into my soul
I am
as if
left out in the storm
under the broken roof of your memory's shelter
and the rain burns me with frost
I await
again on your path
in a silent past.