Dancing in the winds

I looked at her,
dancing amongst the crowd,
I sat, lost in those eyes,
I saw myself looking at me through her eyes,
staring at me sitting there watching her dance,
I felt a smile, deep in my heart,
it was me, looking at her sitting,
two souls seeing each other,
as a reflection,
a projection of the exact thought,
harbored for an eon,
the final rendition,
lost in her...

absolute ˚

I recalled a day,
I smiled so much i shed tears,
I closed my eyes,
Saw my mother,
holding on to me, ill,
at the hospital,
I held the pail, while she threw up,
all that anasthesia, in her blood,
making her drowsy,
I held her hand,
she cried, told me 'sorry son',
about this mess that you are cleaning,
I held her, to my heart,
for that brief moment,
I realized how much I loved her,
and how much she loved me,
and I understood what love was,
and you just reminded me of it again,
by loving me,
my tears blur my vision,
when i remember you both love me,
a lame excuse of being human, I am,
I smile at god,
thank him,
for making me the luckiest in love.

All apologies

it would be a mistake,
i tender an apology,
i admit the inconsistency,
i bowed down to be taught,
my ego,
I, me and myself,
shattered by my love for you,
in shambles,
I am lost,
in you,
in your words,
laughter,
my thoughts,
love,
lust and singing,
swirling in dust,
and love demised,
in my heart,
i grow colder,
each second,
that passes,
each breath,
i take,
I lived in a surrender,
starting with my surrender to you,
But you couldn't love me,
I apologise,
i live in apologies now,
I left, you called,
I walked away,
For i wanted to leave,
before the coldness would take over,
and before my pain ceases to exist,
A tear drop,
in your name,
the last few before the warmth of me dies,
I wait, my sleep calls me,
Waiting....

More of me

Ritesh, you're a Heart-Strong Idealist!

You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress
your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and
wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed
the line. There will be times when you sit back to hear
both sides of an argument, but people had better stay
out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.
But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a
cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being
understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so
invested in your ideas and interests that you can work
so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what
you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With
conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!

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Test 2
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Ritesh, stop the press, you're a hardback!


You're a Hardcover! Your score shows how much you value
your privacy. Your emotions aren't in broad circulation
-- you prefer to keep them hidden on the shelf. Clearly,
there are many "chapters" of your life kept off-limits,
even from close friends. This strategy can keep you from
being hurt by others, but there's a negative aspect,
too. With less intimacy, you may feel that your personal
relationships are not terribly satisfying. It can be
rather difficult for some people to reveal themselves to
others, but perhaps you should choose a couple of
chapters that aren't too personal and try sharing them
with a close friend. Dust off that old volume and open
it up -- you may find that your friend responds in quite
a positive way.

Me a Scorpio ! Oh thanks for the info

Scorpio!
It's sooo you! The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a SCORPIO. You're just like a water sign, which comes out in the way you're so in tune with your emotions and your intuitions. Your symbol is a scorpion, which represents your secretive nature and your ability to emit a powerful poison when vengeful. A bundle of contradictions, you have the ability to demonstrate both the best and worst qualities that characterise human nature. Generally, you are intense and passionate, yet stubborn and competitive. You use your intuition fearlessly, and you have a tendency to explore the nature of existence through the study of philosophy and religion. Although it is difficult for you to trust others, whenever you finally do, the result is deep and powerful. On the downside, however, you must work hard to suppress your jealousy. Your dedication, drive, and persistence will guarantee you success, and you are known and respected for your imagination and idealism.

Some famous Scorpios:



Prince Charles
Louise Redknapp
Julia Roberts
Leonardo di Caprio
Usher
Pablo Picasso


Take the test:

http://uk.tickle.com/test/astrologymakeover/start.html

My ink Blot test result

Your instinct to love and be loved is rooted very deeply in your subconscious and affects most of the decisions you make in life – whether you are aware of it or not.
You inspire people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. You also value your personal relationships more than most people.
Your unique capacity to love may be greater than those around you, which means you may have more to give in relationships than your friends or romantic partners do.
Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.

three years later

I smiled,
Watched the sky, blinked like you,
For the child in me was freed,
One kept in the dark of my mind,
Lost in time,
But your eyes called it,
Held its hand and walked it into the light,
I turned around and saw me,
One that had matured,
Ignored smiling, Faked it,
But the heart hurt then,
You freed me from that hurt,
I thank you,
For you brought the joy back to my heart,
I smiled again,
And I called you,
I called you my child,
For you are my childhood,
And your life showed me,
My childhood exists as you,
Making me smile.

A Maple called Annie

I sat down to rest,
under the green of a maple,
it sheltered my heart,
gave me back the wings to fly,
I felt closer to heaven,
as if touched by an angel,
body and soul,
and down the line i forgot,
the tree needs watering too,
not just the words of love,
and autumn came,
the maple leaves gently touched me,
I forgot they were falling, dying,
I wished to hug the maple,
with my hands so tiny,
I felt ashamed,
my tears got in my way,
and my maple, my Annie,
just stood there,
in silence,
but i shall not wait until spring
and wont let the winter snow touch her,
if she would let me water,
and keep her warm, once,
not for anything in return,
but to pay her back the love,
in a way i could never express,
for i understand now,
and i won't fight the truth,
that she needs to know the love i have,
like maple trees need water.