The calling

As I Await infinity,
this plundering reality,
with your absence
deprives me of my smiles,
leaves me cold, dying,
as though killed in cold blood, murdered
ruthlessly, as though life has become still
the shadows of death just cover me,
killing me each second, but make me live,
fed by your memories, my llife shudders,
keeping me alive, to live on, in this agony,
an agony I call my existence, without you,
a synonym to profound pain,
is what your absence is,
come back, touch my life,
I forgive you, for all that you are,
For the love entrenched in me,
inseperable from all thoughts.