Watching

I lost my heart,
on your roads,
I cry in your absence,
with tears,
await you,

not for company,
to only know all is well,
for all I love fades,
like fog in the morning sun
like you faded,
you chose, I cried,

I hide, from you,
from myself, from god
fearing they may take away,
your memories, that's all i have
you sent me away,

I walk looking back,
to trip and fall,
to get up and walk,
watching you again,
fading into the horizon,

I curse the earth,
for it being round,
wishing it was flat,
to just see myself fade,
away in life watching you



well tiger, you still live on in my heart, try as you might, I cannot hate you, never, can just love you.