Questioning Authority

Can I live in a moment, where I catch you smile
Warming my heart with the glow of the winter sun
Changing my life, Making me long
To rest forever, To freeze up in that frame
Can I god?
Why should I forsake, Love for there is pain within it
and why should I not feel a knife turn in my heart
When the thought of her makes me smile
When her presence lights up my world
Why should I not?
Is it for you gifted me isolation
Is it that you enforced it as a curse on me?
I’ll fight you, I know I’m weak,
My love keeps me strong
I shall live, maybe only if today
But I shall live remembering to love her for eternity.