Silence of the past

I sometimes ponder at your thoughts
wander amongst your memories
about knowing you
so closely distantly
like acid on a limestone wall
melting me
eating into my soul
I am
as if
left out in the storm
under the broken roof of your memory's shelter
and the rain burns me with frost
I await
again on your path
in a silent past.

The curse

Some child of 5 ,
an apple of an eye,
on the road, calling mamma's name,
tears are gone, she's been living a torn life,
and then she finds heaven,
on her way through the pink dust,
she is on a high,
she is now 18,
and belongs to every one,
where are You momma,
she calls in the nights
as she sells herself ,
the curse of hunger

stumble

Ice
I fell on ice
I felt the blades enter my flesh, icicles below the roof
I bled, profuse, i watched the snow turn red
It reflected a face, yours and mine
In happier times
when I would watch you smile
watch you fade over the road homeward
i stumble even now
as we speak in memories
like i used to on the beauty of your presence
I still await your coming

The Lost Warrior

The Lost Warrior

It was pink
That day on the horizon
At Nasik
I remember that was the bluest
At thyssenkrupp electrical steel,
I was out,
My assignment MS project server.
I was lost in her thoughts,
That was the only pink skyline I saw,
I sighed
I felt alone
I tried calling
My reliance phone went off the network
I fumbled with it,
Tried calling her
On the display it showed one bar
I knew I was stranded
The only company , my class of 12
Those men, in their forties,
They sat, heard and learnt all I said.
I left on Sunday,
Back to her,
She turned her back ,
Women ,
Well,
But not all are the same,
I called someone,
She called the priest,
Together now,
Inseparable
My heart now under her ownership,
I forget the world,
Lookin in her eyes.

Me
Fun

Women
Fun

My valentine gift to her

My valentine gift to her

Lost to destiny.

Roads that lead nowhere
amongst the garden of my life
dry and dead the rose bushes,
that once were in bloom
death, She stated, I declined to comment,
i refused to be lead by the voice of her then,
i fought , my destiny failed me,
she haunts me oft,
in solitude, in the absence of her shadow's embrace,
she never personally would,
my life blood,
Now like poison of my vein,
Haunting me,
hurting me,
As I await for my final slumber,
I await to hear her one last time,
Calling my name.

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Terragen

Loneliness

Stones, beside the river,
smooth, cold,
winter, I never was so alone,
she left, I was in the cold ,
no comfort, now nothing,
i lived, as her,
played in her eyes,
my dream was in her eyes,
she would dream for me,
A tear occupies,
a place where her absence whines,
the wind of her memories

My terragen Creations.
Terragen

My Paint
Heart

Resignation

On lonely shores,
where the river flows to the sea,
where the horizon spins vivid dreams,
and the water talks to me,

Where you oft talk to me,
While i listen with my lonely heart
Aching, like a death knell ringing,
Approaching, since eternity.

Lauded with pain,evading sanity,
I await, your arrival,
I am still waiting,where you left me,
lone, drifting homewards, each other's

I await to bask in your presence,
Rub the essence all over me,
Fom the air around you,
I still wait, wilt, in your longing.

Accented

In loneliness,
her thoughts keep me adrift,
on a sea of my longing for her touch,
I float,
endlessly,
far away from her realm,
by the ocean,
next to those rocks,
and rusting iron and concrete,
in time,
in a trance,
in longings,
lust,
in shambles,
broken,
in pain,
stilness

Oh well THat's attitude.
Who Else But Me

æ~~~~ mY mAiLs FoR hEr ~~~~æ

☺☻☺۩ ۞ ۞۩☺☻☺

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Waves lash against the shore of the eye,

over flow,

drop, called a tear,

of absence, from my arms,

of my wife,

my soul mate, my freedom,

my smile,my life,

reduced to static,

the distance, not much, but gravely far,

some 2700 seconds,

but seem like a lifetime,

and i live, ruled by it,

await her arrival,

each day,

each time she turns homeward,i cry,

seperated, by choice,

choices of someone else,

for others,

we await,

our union,

when i shall try to wake up,

find her resting her head on my heart,

asleep like a new born,

and i shall lay there,

watching her,

clinging to me,

like a mother and a child,

i await,

for her arrival.

Jesus What Hath Satan Sent From hell
Who Else But Me

Absolute ME
Who Else But Me

A thousand Pardons

Ask me my name,
i will deny,
decline,
debate why you want it,
never shall let you know who i am.

You shall ask me where i live,
I shall deny again,
I shall travel some wrong path,
mislead you.

You shall ask me to stand beside,
I shall ridicule you,
call you weak,
leave you.

When you shall be lost,
troubled beyond tolerance known to you,
and you wish to be watched over,
turn around, I'll be there watching.

loving you,
from a distance,
for I value you, treasure you,
but i fear of hurting you.

EMS 24/7.
My Future