Lost to destiny.

Roads that lead nowhere
amongst the garden of my life
dry and dead the rose bushes,
that once were in bloom
death, She stated, I declined to comment,
i refused to be lead by the voice of her then,
i fought , my destiny failed me,
she haunts me oft,
in solitude, in the absence of her shadow's embrace,
she never personally would,
my life blood,
Now like poison of my vein,
Haunting me,
hurting me,
As I await for my final slumber,
I await to hear her one last time,
Calling my name.