Cold
Winter is here, I can tell
The lost stories forgotten echo
They speak of us,
the stream flowing down the road reminds me, of you.
Of all that I wish to forget, maybe this heart shall not know
For it forgets ignorance is bliss
On some hung tune of the winter wind
come to my window, look through,
watch me lay awake in my bed
wide awake, in thoughts of you,
Sleepless, like a forgotten fire, in embers, about to die
and death only makes me wait longer
maybe you shall never come visit
if you do, do draw those funny faces on the frosty panes
bless the ground with your shadow,
gently tread on my porch and whisper through the keyhole
let me writhe in your pain, make me think its a dream
so that i can fool myself of sleep
Swirl the air , let your locks enchant it
and then when you have cast your spell yet again
vanish as the melting snow, on some warm winter morning
only to grip me in its cold again.
Labels: some where in the pink
Distance
You said something, I didn't hear
You complain that the love seems gone
I shall not react, ask why or feel
I am gone somewhere, far into a land unknown
I have wished and wish and shall forever more
To touch the stardust, of the crab , the horse-head, the ring
Past each star that shines, I need to know its glow
Swirl in the galaxies , in wisps that shall someday be planets, and suns and on
I seem to have wandered off
The child in me, the explorer, once lost
In a bout with sentiments and bonds
I am adrift , in some unseen trails , of comets that often pass
Take me into your arms, make love to me
feed me , console me, teach me, all that I need to know about you
I wish to be one with you, and wish to explode
into a supernova, and merge into you.
What if
If the broken could not mend
shall I bid time
even when i know now that time lies
shall i ask for an alibi
should i just then choose to wait
endlessly, and then watch myself fade
or shall i just go now
and be forever dead
these are my choices
I shall choose neither
let me bury the pain and walk
let the heart bleed, leave a trail
maybe someone may find me
if not , I am already gone.
When i look back at the path trodden bare feet,
i try to recollect what reminds me
will it be the smile, or the flower bloom
shall it be the redwood tree
will it be her kiss, or the hunger for one
or will it be to taste her skin dipping in strawberry crush
will she look at me and call my name as i melt in
and bond with her for a moment in time
and then come back to her, in lust in craving
and visit her moans in ecstacy, drown in them
make her feel complete,
and then feel complete myself
Labels: lust
Still
When you sleep , what would you dream of
Shall you dream of the beautiful fire place
Before which we lay together
And forgot the world lost, in each others eyes
Shall you dream of that river crossing that we walked
When you held on to me close
On those slippery stones
Will you dream of those blue skies
And walk under it , holding hands
listening to the joyful birds
Shall you dream of a long lost time
when we sat on the moonlit beach
Where the waves sang a gentle song
Shall I feel you close to me , when I sleep tonight
And share your dream, and hear your heart beat
And hold you so close and never leave
I wish I do,
But your parting has kept me awake
Waiting for our next eventful meeting
Lets walk in the rain
And let me hear u sing
And look into ur eyes
Feel the water against your skin
Hold u close
Watch the wind ripple the water
Hear its hum around like a choir
See the droplets in your brow shimmer
In the dusk, whilst over looking the valley
Hear your breath , tingle my senses
When you shiver, i will hold you to me
And warm you with the fire I harbour deep in my heart
Watch the world turn orange
In the setting sun, when the rain ends
Ask me what is it that brings us close
Is it love or lust, or is it purpose
I shall reply, as I always do, its the time
And its a comfort in knowing you
If it was love, I should have been dead , long before
When you were missing,
If its lust only, We won't be in the rain
The sweat would have drenched us
Its comfort, knowing a friend, like you
Labels: some where in the pink
Twinkle
I have waited to find, how would that earlobe feel
How would your breath feel on my skin
when you would call my name into my ears
Held close, when the flesh shall be undistinguishable
Would you tell me you have missed me
or would you regret the time
To feel your heart beating against my chest
Would you hear its craving for you
Shall it feel like a moment in time
would you miss it till we meet again
Would we break all the barriers we keep
Would you melt and flow through my finger tips
Would you wish to be with me again
When the time will be nothing and where the world is just sand
I have to leave soon
The sun calls me, as it sets distant,
I seek no assurance of its return, its wish is its own
I seek no arrangements, I am now awake,, free of desires
I shall never be what I don’t wish to be
Its I now, the ‘ Us’ was destroyed when you put your wish over mine|
I held you as a flame to the wick
you burnt me, I am now no longer what I was
I give up on you , no longer are you dear
I was broken before, though at the hands of others
the knife this time is held by you
I can only bid my time
then run away from you, and rest beneath those trees
and watch the paddy grow
sitting alone, at the epitome of joy without you and your wishes
Seek no more
I often bask in the thought
Is it that there is no self left in me
have I given it up to a mortal being who wants her way
Shall I now believe and know that my end has arrived.r
Should I give up all that I cherish for her,
And then look into the self, now an emptiness
What shall I now believe
Should I say that I gave up the freedom, and chose slavery
of the woman who wants her life to be complete
thereby causing destruction to me, to all that I stand for
Would it matter to her, if she knows her wants stand to destroy
To crush to dust the very basis of our togetherness
Should I now run away, leave her for ever
Would it matter to her? and if it did would it to me?
Some questions I ponder upon, and then I exclaim
I am the alpha and omega of my creation
I shall build what I wish and then destroy what I don’t
Someday I know the day shall come
I shall be gone, leave her to her wants and desires
I no more exist as ‘Her’ in my soul
